Not Okay. Incredible.

Enjoying my own company is like eating fruits: I used to do that in random times of the day and now, I do that most of the day.

It’s such a “peacening” process that I think maybe there’s an even more peaceful state than that, deeper an deeper. I think I even know what it is and it’ll never be neither too soon nor too late for it. I just know it’ll come in perfect time and it’ll be one of the best days of my life.

Meanwhile, I’m reading and taking care of myself: with these five years of scholar struggle, dormitory’s life and social whirlpool, I didn’t manage my time efficiently enough to give my body a “me” time. This is what I’m doing now in India. I’ve graduated with my Bachelor degree, I have steady assignments in my internship. My boss is a wise man taking it slowly and surely with me. My social life is leaving space to more personal life and my health is my current obsession.

So to all my friends, I’m feeling poise and I’m starting to clean my body.

I’m doing more than okay. I’m doing incredible.




Kate, A.K.A ERUTAN, received my letter.

Dear Lord, I can’t hold back my watery overjoy :’)

Getting Detoxified

Since the beginning of 2012, I started following a one-week detox program in order to put some order within my internal functions. It was tough during the first months, not only because of the strict food intake, but also because … Continue reading

I Will. And You TOO!

I’m glad to be here right now, poking at my threshold. I want to get more comfortable being uncomfortable. I want to get more confident being uncertain. I don’t want to shrink back just because something isn’t easy. I want to push back, and make more room in the area between I can’t and I can. Maybe that spot is called I will.

From Personal Readings

Human nature is much the same all over the world, and in all times. We find the same rivalry and claim of “the only real thing” existing today, both in the case of the rival Voodoo doctors of Africa and the polished leaders of the fashionable metaphysical cults of America – and among all who come in between these two poles.

Alas for these claimers of a monopoly of one of Nature’s great forces – these people who make cures in spite of their theories, rather than because of them! Nature’s great recuperative force is as free as air and sunshine, and may be used by anyone who cares to do so. It is not owned or controlled by any person, cult or school – and no particular form of religious belief is necessary to one in order that he may obtain benefit from it.

God’s creations amuse themselves with many forms, sects, and creeds, but He knows them all as his creations and smiles at their childish desires to form themselves into cliques of “chosen people,” attempting to shut out their brethren from the common heritage.

From Personal Readings